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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005

Subject:Wow...
Time:11:11 pm.
... i really should update this.
2 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Friday, May 28th, 2004

Time:3:25 pm.
Hey all, i know i'ts ben a long time sense i updated and i'm sorry, i know no one reads it anyway. I've just lost my insperation to write here. Well, school ended exactly a week ago yesterday, my first week has been ALOT of driving. Friday i drove to Atlanta to stay with my cousin till thursday, we drove around atlanta almost everyday so that was alot of riding as well. Sunday i went to the GA Renesance Festival, it's a basically a reinactment of the middle ages, it was really cool. They had jousting, knights, jesters, and... PIRATES!! We watched a group called the Lost Boys, they were extremly funny. I also bougt a really kool Katana, it's a replica of the sword from The Last Samari. I also saw Shriek 2, it was great, just as funny if not better then the first one. Well, Thursday i drove back home and got to spend one day at home alone, the rest of the family left for Gulf Shores a few hours after i got him. This morning i got up at 6 and went to work and then drove to my granparents, and here i will remain till next saturday when my mommy dearest returns from the beach. I don't know what i'm going to do, probably swim a bit, sense they do live on Lake Jordon, but it's boring swimming alone. My Aunt and Uncle come over tomarrow, i don't know how that's gonna work out, last i heard from them they hated me... long and screwed up story. Monday my other Aunt and Uncle are comming, and that wil be fun. Adrin is supposed to come stay the weekend with me, so maybe he can make it a bit better around here. WEll, i guess that's it for now. Oh, one last thing, i miss Amanda alot. Our long talks at night about rum and such were quite interesting. Alright everyone, goodnight.
roam the dark

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

Time:10:24 pm.
I like chiken, I like liver, meow mix, meow mix please deliver.
1 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Wednesday, May 12th, 2004

Time:4:41 pm.
Jack and will
You know your quotes/the movie. How many times have
you seen it?????


Pirates of the Caribbean quotes Quiz
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That is just sad... you know why? I knew every question they asked about that movie and i've only seen it twice! Twice! And you know why I know that movie so well, becaue i spend so much time with the queen of the world, and she's ubsessed with that movie, just can't get enough of it, and i learned it all from her. So Amanda, i blame you!

roam the dark

Tuesday, May 11th, 2004

Subject:Bob is our friend
Time:4:24 pm.
Hi, Bob again. after being killed and eaten, Bob is considering taking on a less dangerous job than Journal Manager. Course he shall keep his first job, managing the lovely Queen of the World's Journal. She doesn't kill people, or eat them, or hate them. This is Bob signing off for good.
2 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Saturday, May 8th, 2004

Time:10:57 pm.
Well, as bob so elegantly put it, i havn't updated lately. Sorry, just havn't had much to say. Things have been going good between me and Amanda, it's stirctly on a friendship basis now, and it's better that way. I didn't really beleive her when she told me friends are better then girlfriends, but i do now, i don't have to worry about impressing her and stuff now. Well, i'm going back to my game now, it misses me, Have a good weekend everyone.
10 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Subject:Hey
Time:10:49 pm.
Hi, I'm Bob, the current user of this site has failed to update within the past week so i'm updating for him.
roam the dark

Monday, May 3rd, 2004

Subject:Friendship
Time:10:45 pm.
A friend. If you ask me a friend is someone who will always be there for you no matter what, through thick and thin, through good times or bad. This friend may be a girl or a boy, and animal or a human. It doesn't matter; they come in all shapes and sizes. God knows that we all need someone, and sadly it's true. No matter how strong we may think we are, we need the compassion and companionship that comes from another soul. God knows this, and he gives us someone who we can get along with, someone who will be there for us no matter what we do, and will believe in us when no one else will. That person is special to us and can make a world of differance in our lives. I have found my friend, and I came really close to loosing her not to long ago because i let things get out of hand. When you are that close to someone, I know it can be hard to keep that relationship as plain and innocent as just friends, but I can almost guarantee you that your relationship depends on that you do keep it innocent. God gives us that friend; it is up to us to keep it at that. I love my best friend dearly, and I would do anything to save her life, including give my own. I am willing to do this, because I have faith that she would do the same for me. God gives us the raw material to make something marvelous, it is our job to put it together.
roam the dark

Tuesday, April 27th, 2004

Time:9:22 pm.
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who is your best friend?: Guy: Adrin, Girl: Amanda
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: sort of

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: Does Aladdin's Castle count?
2. any tattoos or piercings: nope

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: Goody's, Goody's powders are the best thing ever.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use? umm... want me to go check?
3. what are you most scared of?: looseing the person i care for most
5. who is the last person that called you?: Amanda
6. where do you want to get married?: it doesn't matter, as long as i'm next to the above.
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 7
8. what would you change about yourself?: i don't know

h a v e + y o u + e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: ummm.... yes
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: yes
6: ever been in love?: yes
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
8. pictured your crush naked?: yes
9. actually seen your crush naked?: no
10. cried when someone died?: yes
11. lied: yes
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes
13. been rejected?: yes
14. rejected someone?: no
15. used someone?: no
16. done something you regret?: yes

c u r r e n t
clothes: Pj pants and t-shirt from the day
music: none
make-up: none
annoyance: none
smell: none
favorite group: Linkin Park
desktop picture: none
book you're reading: none
in dvd player: none
color of toenails: not painted

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Amanda
hugged: Amanda
you imed: Amanda
you yelled at: race
you kissed: Amanda

a r e | y o u
understanding: i think so
open-minded: yes
arrogant: no
insecure: a little
interesting: no
random: no
hungry: no
smart: no
moody: no
hard working: no, lazy but
organized: ha!
healthy: no
shy: a little, more so recently
difficult: yes
attractive: no
bored easily: no
messy: yes
obsessed: yes

R A N D O M
In the morning I am: Tired
all I need is: Amanda, and food, what more can i ask for
love is: dangerous
I dream about: alot of things, mostly a certain someone

o p p o s i t e + s e x
what do you notice first: personality
last person you slow danced with: umm... i don't think i ever have
worst question to ask: i don't know
makes you smile: just about anything
who do you have a crush on: Amanda
who has a crush on you: i think Amanda

d o + y o u + e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: oh yea
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yes
wished you were younger: no
cried because someone said something to you?: yes

N u m b e r
of times I have had my heart broken: 2 or 3
of hearts I have broken: 2
of continenents lived in: 1
of tight friends: 2
of cds I own: ALOT
of scars on my body: 2

F i n a l + Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: i don't mind
2. gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: Kill Bill Vol. 2
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: I'd have to say Family guy or South Pak
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Amanda.. oh joy!
11. could you live without your computer?: if i had amanda, yes
12. would you color your hair? no
13. could you ever get off the coputer? yes
14. habla espanol?: so so
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 87
roam the dark

Tuesday, April 20th, 2004

Time:11:00 pm.

Amanda, i'm sorry if this offends you, but i just didn't feel right steeling your poem. So, i used yours as a base and wrote my own to you. I hope you enjoy it.

When somber dreams have passed you bye
The world gently sleeps…
The clouds will cast their golden shades
As the moon gently kreeps.

The mortal evils that spawn at night

Protected from its withering ways

Cause in my arms you’ll always be

Safe from the craze

 

I’ll always treasure those three most evil words

The ones that light my day

Till death is just a memory

And eternity lies ahead

- Written by Amanda Claybrook and Chris Adams

I know i didn't change the first stanza, it fit good and i couldn't think of anything else so i kept it. I hope you like it. It explains exactly how i feel. I want to be the one to hold you in my arms, and at night, when all the evils of the world come out, and the world becomes a dark, evil place, i will protect you, and when the sun rises again, and all the evil is just a memory, and our lives together lie ahead, i will wake you with those three words, words that, when spoken from your beautiful lips, can make the sun rise and mountains move ... i love you

roam the dark

Tuesday, April 13th, 2004

Time:6:22 pm.
Hey! Here are a few pics, if anyone is interested just ask me, i have more.



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roam the dark

Time:5:12 pm.
Hey, i figured out what was wrong with my computer! All along my RAM was messing up, it would allow the computer to turn on, but it would give me alot of errors. So i borrowed some from the computer lab at school so i can use my computer while i am getting my other replaced.
Tomarrow no school for me, which isn't all that great considering where i have to go. But that's at 9, so after that i get the rest of the day off. Well, i guess that's all for now. OH, in about 20min i'm going to take picures of the tree that got hit last night, and i'll post them here for everyone, bye!
roam the dark

Monday, April 12th, 2004

Time:9:28 pm.
Well, I just had a near death experiance, and my special someone thinks it's cool as heck. I was taking my so called "date" (Adrin, and NO, i'm not gay) and right before we pulled up in his drive way a BIG lightining bolt struck a tree right out behind his house, split it right down the middle. It was only about a hundred feet from us at most, we could have been killed, but it was still awsome. Me and Adrin both screamed, lol! Well, that's about it, i can't say much more. Oh well, I love you baby, see ya tomarrow.
3 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Time:8:40 am.
Krista, thanks for your comment on your journal, i was wondering how you would react to it, i got the response i was hopeing for. Like you said, we have our diferances, and that's probably what drove us apart in the end, but we've gone our seperate ways, and i must say i am a better person now because of the time we had together. I hope you and Leon get the chance to spend as much time together as we did.

Ok, now back to life. I'm sitting in the library writing on my journal because i have nothing better to do. Tired as can be, i really should go to bed at 8 one day so i can catch up on some of the sleep i've missed. Life sucks, but i'm here, and i've got to live with it so i try to make the best of it i can. I guess i'll try to find something else to do now, good bye.
3 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Sunday, April 11th, 2004

Time:10:30 pm.
Well, i have good news and bad news. First the good news! The good news is my precious computer is back up, not at peak performence, but hey, beggers can't be choosers. The bad news... i'm running Windows 98. I HATE Windows 98, with a burning passion, it is the devil.
I just want to say i missed all my loyal veiwers.... three of them, you don't know how much being without my computer has killed me. Alright, the three of my veiwers know me well enough to know i'm a computer geek so i take that last statement back. It is now 10:40 and i have school in the morning, i shall be taking my leave now, good day sires.
2 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Time:4:57 pm.
My computer, is still being a total but hole. I'm on my mom's computer right now, it really sucks that i can't get my computer to work. I havn't had a working computer for 2 days! I'm going to die. Well... i love you you-know-who, hopefully i'll talk to u when u get home.
roam the dark

Saturday, April 10th, 2004

Time:7:26 am.
Mood: tired.
Good morning everyone. It's now 7:20 on a saturday and i'm up. It's sad, i have to get up at 6 on the weekends for work... no sleep for me. It's easy work, it's just really boring and getting up so early kills me.
For those of you that are wondering, my username Myddrin is one of the fabled Merlin's true names. He was also called Melinus and many other things. To be honest i was just drawing a blank when trying to come up with a name, my book was sitting on the desk next to me, so i took the name. Well, i best get back to work, until next time, have a good day.
4 lost forever.-. roam the dark

Friday, April 9th, 2004

Time:9:59 pm.
Well... my first entry. It's not going to be long because i don't have much to say. As the days go by i'll be posting as i am reminded to do so by the special someone in my life, who's name will remain unsaid for the time being, i'm sure she will make herself known soon enough.
Right now, this very second life is good, i'm talking to my favorite person and i'm at my computer, not much else i can ask for. But in the long run my life is makeing a turn for the worse. A situation has arose that is threatening everything i have worked for the past 17 years for. With any luck and God to guide me all will come out fine in the end. All i can do till then is pray. Until the next time, goodnight and good luck. I love you... yes you know who i'm talking about.
3 lost forever.-. roam the dark

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